Im gonna run to you.
met hj in town after school. and it was the best thing even though we did nothing but eat and drink and talk. everything always seem fine when we're just slacking off. how i wish everyday can be spent doing fun/meaningless things with you. miss you alr : (
tmr, im going to the zoo with two really special people.thats how exciting my weekends are.
i think im depending too much , seeking too much comfort from my favourite friends these few days. until im starting to wonder if im tiring them out with all my issues. pointless, useless, depressing, senseless issues. but then i doubt i'll ever make it though without their random msges from time to time, just to check on me and see if im feeling better, and all the hugs and assurance telling me that everythings gonna be okay and how much they love me. it makes me realize how truly blessed i am and how much i actually need them/love them.
i cant believe myself. i feel sad even with the fact that im actually mopping rather hopelessly. especially since im not even the mopping kind, so something is seriously wrong with me and i cannot stand it.
btw, hi yoonting and joceyyyyyy. i mizz you two : )
Tuesday, July 07, 2009 | 9:04 PM
They dont really care about us.
pix from ytd, it took so freaking long to load i almost gave up. myly lht!
i luv the zara top.
goodnight im going to sleep now. and wake up at one for MJ's live memorial service with mommy ltr on. im sure its gonna be sad sad sad and saad.
| 12:33 AM
Rave,
Woke up in another lifetime
It's a shame it's just not right now
Dreaming of the coast of Carolina
Dreaming all the ways that you will smile
Come down, come quickly
Look at the lights in the big city
Sewers smoking what the hell
Is it toxic I can't tell
When they wake up twist and turn
Feel my insides bubble and burn
Constant conversations with my self
Goddamn this isn't fair
I can see you yes I can
I can feel you holding my hand
Left at first and down to third
I swear my heart will burst
Looking for a place to go
Keep on moving fast and slow
As the crowds follow my path
I know this is going to last
you totally jumped 30 secs into the song. dont lie.
Sunday, July 05, 2009 | 2:23 AM
I'll follow the sun.
(i kinda like my black black hair, really weird i know.)
1. today was one of the best day in wks(and wks). even though juanne suck at building up any kind of suspense + ruining all the mysterious vibes, and im not kidding, huiting didnt even recognise me. which is worse i still dont know. today just rocked.
2. last carriage at novena stn, peachtea, blown away towel, sunblock, oilyoilyyyy man, coconut trees, half a heart cloud, talk, walk, talk, water fountain, crazy indians, nice caucasian man,hothot ground, jumping for shots, same phone woman, long train ride, shopped, shoe picking, sales, famished, tired, long train ride, popeyes, outofstock biscuit, coin flippin, chicken pickin, crayons, mind-reading letter writing, expo, blind juanne, brainless elizabeth,called jy, blur huiting, surprisesurprise, juannie sucks x3, laughed, photos, the unhype-est plan, group hug, long way back, photo shop, honey, ju's crib, hug.
3. DIY-ed the stripe shirt i wore today so im stoked it turned out pretty okay. plus i totally had the best buys at club marc, red sexy blazers sells.tho i still cannot find my studded shorts/
4. today i did one of the dumbest thing i've ever done in my life to the security guard at expo hall5. hush hush okay. JUANNE N HUIT.
5. i bet 2bucks juanne havent erased/cut her unkept nails.
6. i think my legs are dead and im burning up, to the bed soon to recuperate.
7. reallyreally hyped bout the private tip-top-rip-rock-project youknowiloveyou.cannot tell,with tan juanne,qian.
Friday, July 03, 2009 | 12:40 AM
its like a rollling thunder meets careless whisper
juannie, i cannot wait for sat toooo. i want to play so badly that i think i'll start counting down the hours soon.
its 00:48 right now and i havent start on geog revision.exams tmr and i think i've partly given up all hope. 11 handouts , way to go.
Thursday, July 02, 2009 | 1:10 AM
GREENBOOK-DO YOU RMB?
(pardon me for lying that im on youtube okay, its called a white lie. )
HOW COULD I FORGET.
HEEE, HEY H_____ ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!
I THINK IM ALMOST MISSING YOU AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU RIGHT NOW.ITS FUNNY HOW TWO YEARS, ACTUALLY 1.5, CAN MEAN SO MUCH.
MAKING TIME TO MEET UP WITH OUR HECTIC HECTIC SCHEDULE,TRULY ISNT EASY. BUT SAYING YOU'LL MEET ME ANYTIME I WANT SPEAKS VOLUME. YOU'RE SUCH A GREAT FRIEND TO HAVE. I MEAN IT : )
HAVE FUN ON YOUR BIRTHDAY CAUSE IT YOUR DAY. WE'LL EAT THE SAME FOOD AND CONNECT UNDER THE STARS, AS PLANNED. I'LL BE JUST A FEW MILES AWAY, RICE?(damn those exams>:( )
SOMETIMES I REALLY MISS HOW WE'LL TALK FOR HOURS ON THE PHONE IN OUR PITCH BLACK ROOMS BEFORE WE FALL ASLEEP.
AND HOW YOU SEEM TO KNOW ME INSIDE OUT LIKE " I WILL BUT WILL YOU?"
I LOVE YOU BUNNY.
"YOU CAN BE THE FRONT I'LL BE THE BACK."
shit i just added on another lie telling you im not gonna blog cause i need to study. this is all your fault k huit. white lies, white lies.too much lies for one night.
im gonna save this in my draft first okay, in case you see this too soon.
(this is weird, talking to you and doing thisss. but such thrill.)
PS. IM THINKING YOU'RE SMILING. IF NOT, THEN RIGHT NOW : )
Sunday, June 28, 2009 | 2:35 AM
"I'm just like anyone. I cut and I bleed. And I embarrass easily"
Stella McCartney Resort 2010
i feel like crap and so ranty but everythings going wrong. im so screwed over for ct1, its not even funny.
serves me right maybe. but i just want next week to be over, at which im most prolly just going to show my teachers how dumb i am and how ive learnt practically nothing. i guess as long as nxt wks gone, things will atleast be bearable. or maybe not.
staring at my unkept nailpaint makes me sad.
not being able to find the song i want makes me sadder.
but thank god for the best kind of friends who never fail to make everything better.
for now its back to more coffee and even more mugging.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 | 2:20 AM
